In this moving and challenging theoethical analysis, Michael Yandell traces the negative revelation of moral injury in his own life, exploring the violence spawned by the anti-life orientation and program of The Global War on Terror. We can’t avoid seeing how moral injury sprouts from a twisted and pervasive U.S. nationalist “morality that dupes,” that was spurred on by leaders such as Donald Rumsfeld, where dominance masquerades as life, and claims to goodness and truth turn out to be a kind of hatred for the other. Yandell calls us all to wake up from this nightmare, and work alongside the morally injured, not primarily for forgiveness, but for justice – “a shift from seeing and acting on the world and others as they are defined by war's terms.” I hope this book is read not only by moral injury researchers and practitioners, theologians and ethicists, but also by citizens of the U.S. who care about getting to the bottom of the perfidy of the last twenty years’ delusions, and charting a different pathway forward, because as Yandell reminds us, in contrast to the anti-logic of U.S. war, “the real lives of real people exist, and they matter.”

Kelly Denton-Borhaug, Moravian University

In this extraordinary book, Michael Yandell offers us an honest, compelling journey from war and moral injury to the revelation that truth can be found in the paradox of knowing justice and goodness in their absence. In the failures of the war on terror, he unpacks his faith in its claims of certainty, examines his demoralization in the wake of his participation in it, and guides us on his journey toward an infinite, indeterminate future that finds Christ not in a principle but in a desire for just and loving relationships, in attention to real human suffering, and in an openness to life, where joy, beauty, and love are possible.

Rita Nakashima Brock, Director of the Shay Moral Injury Center at Volunteers of America